We've been preparing all summer for everything to change.
Nothing's changing now.
I am really struggling with this.
I want to write something funny. Something uplifting. Something else. But the only thing on the mind is what isn't happening.
I am really trying to focus on something else. But everything keeps leading back to the cold, hard facts.
The truth? I am relieved that things are turning out the way they are. I'll be honest - working part time beats working full-time anyday. Working part-time while still getting to spend your days with your kids really is perfect.
The lingering thoughts? Why? I went through all the torture of preparing everything for the inevitable full-time outcome and it didn't happen. Seriously, my parents moved to help us out... Am I that far from hearing God's voice?
I really, with every ounce of myself, believed it would happen. And it didn't.
And now my pride is hurt - pride I wasn't even aware of.
So what's next?
2 comments:
God has his own plan and it is a good plan. We don't always understand that my life story but I am sure things will work out because he in control of your life I can tell. So God give her peace and let her know that everything will be ok.
You're a fighter. So you my friend, will fight on. Success will come your way. It has no choice. Success follows hard work and diligence, both of which you embody. Keep the faith. Keep the fight.
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