I feel like I'm in the midst of an all-out assault. Jobs, relationships, raising my kids, finances, worthiness, it goes on and on.
The stupid devil isn't gonna win though.
I hate conflict.
For someone who hates conflict as much as I do, why then am I here?
I want it all to be over.
Peace, please, peace.
I guess if it has to be this way, it is better to defend every angle at once, rather than drawing it out for a long period of time isolating one area at a time.
So from all sides it comes. And comes. And comes.
Probably the lesson I should learn from all this is that the battle isn't mine.
And I know that.
It's hard to believe that the battle isn't waged against your flesh and blood when you're the one getting punched in the face.
I should probably duck.
The battle is the Lord's.
I never liked combat boots much anyway.
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You're on my heart and mind.
Lord please bring peace in the midst. Give her a strength unsurpassed.
as a person once in the military: the reason we "duck" is for our protection!
keep your head down & your focus on God! (even with your black eye) lol
...as for the job, God has something better for you!
this is me being here -- knowing that's usually the best thing in these situations. tell me if you need anything...a play date, a girls-only coffee, dinner made, etc. etc. this is life at its finest, my friend. freaking you the heck out, leaving you wondering where you supposed to go.
as you gracefully dodge punches, i'm here in case you just need to fall back once.
i'm here.
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