i am so exhausted by myself.
i have been having such enormously high highs and tremendously low lows today.
it's stinkin exhausting.
every 5 minutes i'm checking a certain web site for jobs.
there were three openings for my area of specialization two days ago. today there is ONE.
the one i want is the only one remaining. i have heard nothing.
i sit by the phone and every time it rings, my heart goes into my chest - then i realize that it's a friend or family member - and i'm relieved and disappointed all at once. thank God for caller id or everyone would have their feelings hurt by the all-too-obvious tone of pure dejection i would have once i realized it wasn't the school district...
i have the single most impatient personality of anyone i've ever known.
i want to have figured it out yesterday...
unfortunately, i know nothing. it's friday. i won't know anything for several more days. if, in fact, i am even under consideration for this job, i won't be given the opportunity for an interview for at least three more days.
three more days of this rollercoaster?
somebody call me and distract me from this ridiculousness.
oh wait - that might be too disappointing... ;)
2 comments:
Don't know ya, just stumbled upon your post today. I've found that the only way to secure ANYTHING with a school district is to call them...every day...until you know something.
Stay on top of them to the point where they can't forget about you...because they're good at stuff like that. Don't be annoying, of course, but I've found that persistence pays off when it comes to those education folk ;)
Best of luck!!
I am here for you. I meeting people, but i guess i want instant friendship. You think your not patient, if you look up the word impatient, my picture is there.
I have been in the boat you are in. It is no fun. I will praying with you.
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